So, I realize something today, actually the last few days...I really don't like radiation. It's almost worse than Chemotherapy...REALLY. I'm freakin tired all the freakin time!! I can sleep for 12 hours without batting an eye which doesn't help me with my studies...thus far it hasn't really hurt me all that much other than the fact that I was forced to go home early Monday night.
I can't even tell you how fustrating that is having to leave when you don't really want to. I just knew if I stayed I would hve be in trouble in getting home. I didn't want to get stuck on the highway or fall asleep behind the wheel. I might have been ok to stay if my friend who my house would be on her way home had been at school but, she wasn't there and so, I thought I really better just go home. I cryed home. I hate going home early because I felt sick or tired. before I got sick I just pushed through and now...WELL, I battle with myself to be good and just go home and pushing myself to go further. I know I need to take care of myself and not push so hard..but I gotta say it sucks being sick.
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