This past weekend

I had a visitor this weekend...and I spent alot of time with this visitor. We talked about my cancer and my treatments, school and my stress.

I've come to realize alot of things while fighting against cancer:
1) I'm a strong person
2) I'm a stronger person
3) I never wish this illness on anyone, even my worse enemy
4) There are certain people that deserve my time
5) There are people who really don't deserve my time
6) I have to make choices for myself and all the static I get is just static
7) Advise is something to consider not to make a choice
8) I have to live with the consequences of my decisions, no one else

There are other things I've realize but, I'm not 100% sure I'm ready to reveal them quite yet.

This diease has help me sort out those who are my friends, who love me, and who were just using me. It's really sad to make that realization. But at the same time it's a wonderous celebration within myself to see the majority of people I have allowed into my life actually care for me as much as I would care for them. All others they can kiss my ...